BLOG ENTRY NO. 8 : A BIG TRAGEDY

It's hard to become a plastic thing for my part. My classmates may think I'm OK. But in a reality, it's not. Being a loner in 1st Batch of enrollees for this semester is the biggest challenge for me. Maybe because, I can't adjust myself in dealing with my classmates since they know me better as the type of being an outkast in our group. I lost my friends from the 2nd Batch. This could be the saddest moment of my life. I can't live my life alone, but I can hold on tight because I know God will made a way to go back with my true friends.

For now, my past time is hanging up with books inside the College Library. I'm so thankful that I can now read and learn everything through reading a lot of books. And even if I need to make an assignment, I can search some sources and write it down as easy as 1,2,3. And my most favorite part of this place, is the Periodical Section which became my second place for past time next to bench. I love to read newspapers because I am aware on what's happening in our country.

And speaking of newspapers, I have met a lot of friends in Twitter, Facebook, and even on Blogspot. I am now a contributor of the newly-made blog dedicated for the news anchors from a big network. I admire them most that's why I am now an active member of one of the biggest and longest-running news program through their live chat, making a good insights for today's headlines.It's a great honor to be one of them. I am still loyal even if I'm busy right now for the last 2 Chapters of our Thesis.

Maybe, I'm not quite affected so much through this tragedy. I can meet with them and help to each other for our major major success in the Final Oral defense. if we work together, we can finish it with no doubt. I am still enjoying myself even without them during class hours. My priorities for now is study, career, family and faith in God. I know this is very important for me to release my pain deep inside my heart.

I reminded myself in this quotation : "I am a soldier. I'll never loosing hope and love. I am strong in spite of a big crisis in my life." I made my own quotation just because I always thinking of negative outcomes instead of positive outcomes. And I know, I'm not a quitter. Winners never quit, but quitters never win. That's the best thing for me.

-@jessicarcb1990